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i go through your facecbvook photos far too often. pathetic.

wow. okay,

so this isn wqieird.

actaually–ACTUALLY!–who knew? i didntQ! I did not! normative looking acting guys! it is stragnege too be attracted to someone i amn not attracted to. especially when the ZTruth ius that i am in love wit TRhe Wasp. How cvould I not be? i lvoe him. tell me more skiing stores please! i am very good at pretending to be interested i am sure that you have noticed.

and yes. i very much took the hint (although it is not really a hint ewhne you are as explicit as all that but let us pretned for the saek of maintaing some dignity shall we?), but that will not assuag e my l….u….ahemmmm–desire(?) Desire. …ofor some tiem . [never really did overthrow that dictatorcship.] p.s. very fuuuny that you are a wasp heh. just wnated to emphasize one more time,

Gdddddddd

Ou are one of the MOSTTTTT frustrating men I bhave ever .met in my ENTIRE KLIFEEEEE god just donjt gjgf gughhh just don’t tsalki bot b. To . Me. Ok. Okay.boka

Fer. Realss. THABK BYOU OKAY

nooooo!!!

i should not have responded but you shouljd not have seneet me a message, WESPCIALLY about my HOME TOWN, THE CHI, ILLY, FRESH COAST broad shoulders? CITY OF WIND, MIDWESTERN OASIS what is UP.

dammit you still make me inhale alittle harder littel sharper little quicker.

`1it’s the night ofs bn the drunkerszzz`1

qw EW Bxk ND IT is sick as hell.  we are hin full forcec fuckers.

okay so i just got drinks w/ hou and ayes if i as  feeling better about meself (aka if i had RUN TODAY AND WASN’T SUCH A BLOB) i might have dsexed you up. pkay.  okay.

but also.  mmmmm.  gettign drunk and horny is whati’s it’s all about.  riiiight/?!?  i mean, i just need osme beers in me and them i am ready to GO FUCKERS CUGOOOOOOO!!!!!

okay.  so that’s the deal.  alslo, i dunno but my tarot.co tarot messge of the day seems to be tellin gme to go back ot you and that is compounded b the fact that i saw your roommate today. hmmmmmmmmmmy

p.s.

i think i kiond of like you.

newsies oldsiers et al

damn,. A hfew thoughts.

play.

so i lookewd at pictures of you for a while tnight. whatever. eff you dude. YOU CHOODE YOUR CHOICE.

YOUUUU. man. can i dasay? i can . not. get enough. SIRIUS. (black<(. you are just a turn on , iu mean DAMN GIRL THAT ASS. i dont even know. you are not as norm ad i thought you would be, i mena, YOU ARE STILLA  NORM BUT IT ISNT THAT BAD. DAMN FIIGRL. whoia wher e did the all caps come from? i didnt mean to do that. but stril”: Damn., Girl. That. Ass.

Mmmmmmmmmmm.

And lastl;y: heh. sometimes i dont know how vbvold i can be in this SITCH but um: yeah. i wAS stalking-ish you on the greader tonight and man., i still love you. boys with weak chins are my weaknesss. not really. but you are in particular. MAN the days.

The.

Dayyyyyyyyyyysssssssssssssss.

smooches,

mabisa

GRANNY BALLLERRRR!!!!!

i love you.  okay.  maybe not.  but i think ithat maybe i do.  and it’s probs b/c you remind me of my super late hs bf which is weirrrrrrddddd right?!??!  but you are such a cutie an di really really like you an d i think we get along well and maybe ould balance each ohetr out well?  i don’t know.  b/c i don’t actually know you.  but i like you.  kinda.  yeah.  it’s just…. would it be weir?d  how do i procee.d  please let me know.  a;asldkfjsa;dfj

it’s been a while since i’ve last felt this crush feelign for someone who hasn’t already outright rejected me ……….

BUT WHAT NERR

seriously though, what nexr? what the feuck next? where am i suppoded o go form here?  i reach a scertain mpoint, a point that i’ve been to many a itme before, and hten i keep returning and returnig and eretuning elnless return with no lessons learned and i don’t know what happens whaen i fnally get tired of it.  giving hup?  and it’wn not so bad when i have no remindersthat things could be different.  and thne i get etbitter and tell m ysefl that these other things i’m trying to do – the moving, the runing away, the bridge burning — will be the answer muh lke it’s been before except it’s NEVER ATUALY WORKED because here i ma agai b.  i do’ t know what comes next.  i don’t wknow wheat i’m expected to do. i don’t know

AND I PUT MY HANDS UOP (<—-miley in case you forget)

Weel, let me keep it real: liook, freind/ oif there is a possiblility f of THANDS happeneing tomorrowin night then imma abandon you. JUST KEEPIN IT REA:. I will take the [readacted[ pr the [redeacted] b/c they are both cut eand tehy are ob th vcute. TURTHB TO POWER> UMMMMM. but surriously tho.

(i once was a kid all i had was a dream mor money mor problems blah blah blsh avlah blshhhhhhhhhh do me asian boyyyyyyyyyyy)))))))))))))) this life is a partyyyyyyy